Plane Between
Written by Anakin McFly
V: the plans that we made.
Sasan picks up the wet cloth and wipes a line of blood off Smudge's neck. He touches the grazed, bloody spot on the side of his head. Smudge winces.
"How'd you get that?" Sasan asks.
"I fell off a ceiling," Smudge says, gingerly rubbing wet fingers against the area to get the blood off, rinsing his hands off under the running tap after each round.
"You fell off a… How did you get on a ceiling?"
"Sylar," Smudge says, which he figures should suffice as an explanation. He shakes the last drops of water off his hands and limps out of the bathroom, Sasan's gaze trailing his injured leg with upset concern.
"Smudge…"
Smudge pauses and turns his head to him.
"If you're walking like that I really don't think you should be walking," Sasan says.
Smudge glares. "It doesn't hurt that much!"
"It's going to if you keep on like that-"
"We've gotta kill Sylar, okay?" Smudge yells in defiant determination. "That's what's important now-"
"Get Adam and Leo to take care of it. You need a doctor-"
"No I don't, I need to k-"
Sasan gives him a pointed prod on the side of his head. Smudge screams in pain and stumbles back; his legs give way, and Sasan catches him to break the fall, both of them landing on the floor.
Sasan pulls an angrily-sobbing Smudge to him. He kisses the back of his head. "Yes, you do."
Smudge clings on to him, eyes squeezed shut.
"I'm sorry," Sasan murmurs. "I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry."
"…" says Adam, drawn there by the screaming. "Uh," he says, "if you don't mind… there's a serial killer in my apartment I'd like to get rid of before Leo throws up on my hi-fi."
#
Mike leaves the bathroom and pads into Leo's bedroom; he opens the closet, and realises with a weird feeling that all the clothes in it would probably fit him. He debates for a while over whether he should just teleport home for clothes, then remembers that he's never teleported before, has no idea how it works, and would rather not experience it naked.
He takes a polo shirt and jeans out of the closet and gets dressed. He hangs the towel back in the bathroom, and bundles his own bloodstained clothes together; then he takes out the ITDT that Smudge gave him and looks hesitantly at it. He scrolls through the names, a disproportionate number of which start with the letter S, finds his own name, takes a breath to steel himself, and then presses the button and teleports home.
It's instantaneous.
He's back in his bedroom; standing in the dim sepia light of drawn curtains and closed door. Home. A wave of emotion sweeps through him. Relief. Security. Nostalgia. He glances around, taking it all in, savouring the place he'd thought he'd never see again…
But first things first. Mike grabs a pair of underwear to put on.
He clutches the closet door for a second; just holding it, knowing that it's there, and real, and he's home…
Then he shuts his closet, opens his bedroom door, and hurtles out; calling for his parents, hearing shouts of shocked responses, and grabbing them tight in desperate hugs.
He's home.
#
"Do you still have the syringe?" Sasan asks Smudge, ignoring Adam, who stalks off to scare Leo away from his hi-fi. "Sylar's blood could heal you too."
"I'm not getting his blood in me," Smudge says.
"You did it to me!"
"That's different."
"We'll have to use conventional methods, then."
"What if they put my leg into a cast and won't let me walk?" Smudge asks pleadingly.
Sasan stares at the leg in question and realises that there's something off about its angle halfway down.
"Smudge, I think it's broken-"
"I'm okay-"
"No, I don't think so. That looks extremely painful and you're going to a hospital."
"What about Sy-"
"Adam!" Sasan calls out.
"…" says Adam.
"Deal with Sylar. I'm getting Smudge medical attention."
"…and what do you expect me to do?"
"Just find a furnace to dump him in or something," Sasan says, fingers searching for the ITDT in Smudge's pocket. He finds it and pulls it out. "There should be lots of that on a spaceship. Go ask Spock." Sasan smiles.
"I could go there," Smudge says quickly. "They have future hospitals and stuff, right? It'll be faster…"
Sasan concedes the point.
Leo wanders over. "So are we going?"
Adam sighs. "Yeah. Let's just get this over with."
"Stay there," Sasan says to Smudge, and hops to his feet. "I'm not running around a spaceship in bloodstained clothes. There may be hot aliens around." He looks at Adam and smiles. "Where do you keep your clothes?"
#
And Mike reassures them that he's okay, he's okay, pushing through "who were those people?"s and "they said you were dead!"s and settling, together, into a muddled assurance, the details irrelevant, just that he was alive, and he was home.
He doesn't want to leave. Not now that he's back. But the thought of the others out there still intrudes uncomfortably into his mind, as does the feeling that he should help, somehow, instead of staying safely away from it all; because why should he get that privilege when they did not?
His family needs him, he tells himself, looking over at his parents. His father still barely able to function in regular life, his mother struggling to support them along with Mike's own paltry income; already he didn't think he was doing enough, plus he'd been gone three days; but he doesn't think they'd let him go so soon after what just happened…
But the others. Out there. Possibly in danger. With their own lives being interrupted, their own loved ones who would miss them.
They're your family too.
He should at least ask if there was something he could do, other than just sitting around while they might be dying-
And you got them into this mess in the first place, he reminds himself. You still haven't fixed it.
"Mom?" he starts, and she looks up at him. Mike swallows. "There's… something I gotta do. I…"
She tells him not to go; half-heartedly, seeing the determination shining in his eyes, some desperate need to right a wrong…
"I'll be back," Mike says, although to him his words darkly call to mind the same, uttered in another time in another place to a young woman he'd never seen again. "I promise. I'll be safe. I'll come back..."
And he teleports to Adam's apartment, but Adam and Leo have already gone.
For a moment he stands lost; glances back down at the ITDT, scrolling through the mostly-unfamiliar names, wondering where the others could be-
Quinto, Zachary *
There's an asterisk next to the name. The others don't have that. Mike glances uncertainly around the apartment as though hoping to find answers somewhere, but none come to mind.
He looks back at the ITDT. The asterisk has to mean something; but something good, or bad, or…
The possibility of the person's identity swims into his mind. The list is a list of them, and for one of them to be specially marked out suggests that he's not, really, one of them, which means…
He might be able to help, Mike thinks, through the unease that fills him at the thought. If he knows all of us.
He slowly scrolls down to the name.
He'd be safe, Mike tells himself.
And, thus assured, he presses the button and teleports over to Zach's place.
#
Spock's quarters are deserted when they finally arrive, standing awkwardly in the middle with a dead body by their side.
Smudge half-pulls Sasan over towards the bed to sit, leaning on him for support as he hobbles over.
Adam and Leo look at each other.
"Now what?" Leo asks.
Adam goes over to the door. He hesitates, then figures out how to open it. The carnage of before has been cleared up, and only a few phaser marks on the walls suggest the fight.
Leo comes up to join him at the doorway, squinting as a lens flare passes by.
"We could check the bridge," Adam says. "Wherever that is."
The corridor gives no clue. Leo glances back into the room: Smudge and Sasan on the bed, engaged in some conversation he can't hear, and Sylar on the floor. "I don't think it'd be safe to split up," he says.
"Yeah, but it's not like the four of us can go carrying Sylar around the ship looking for a furnace."
Adam leaves the doorway and paces back into the room, surveying the walls and shelves with frustrated concentration, looking for answers he cannot find. He reaches the bed and sinks down on it to sit – Smudge gives him an indignant glare – and drops his head into his hands.
Leo moves away from the door as well. It shuts with a hiss of decompressed air. He picks up a chess set, looks it over, then puts it back down. "There should be some way of contacting the bridge from here," he says. "It could be voice-activated…"
Adam doesn't say anything, having taken to glaring at the floor. He could be at work, right now, staring at rows of technical data, but instead he's on board the U.S.S. Enterprise trying to figure out how to permanently kill a dead serial killer. He hates his life.
"If we just blow him to pieces I don't think he could come back," Sasan says, eyeing Sylar on the ground.
"How do we do that?" Adam asks.
"Or… drench him in gasoline and throw a lighted match at him," Sasan continues. "He's human, right? He has a bunch of powers and he can heal, but he's human. He's not that different from us. He can't be that hard to kill…"
Leo shrugs.
"Or we could hack him to pieces and throw the pieces out an airlock, then smash his head to a pulp and keep smashing it until it stops growing back," Smudge declares with an air of determination that suggests he would be more than willing to volunteer for the act.
"That's… kind of…" Leo comments doubtfully, and tells himself to stop creating vivid mental images of everything he hears because it makes his stomach feel funny in a very bad way.
"You know what?" Adam cuts in. "I'll do that if I have to. I just want this over with, and if it means nightmares for the rest of my life then so be it."
Adam hops off the bed with determination, then realises that he hasn't exactly thought up what to do next. He sits back down.
…growing back, Leo thinks, still unable to stop the mental images. Smashing a shifting lump of bloodied flesh and bone as it tries to grow back, and if you pause long enough it'll start to look like your face…
He squeezes his eyes shut tight and desperately tries to think of happy things.
Happy things, Leo thinks. Happy. Barney. Purple dinosaur. I love you, you love me, we're a happy family…
He subconsciously mouths the words to the song. Adam looks at him funny and then decides it's not worth it.
Sasan disentangles himself from Smudge and gets off the bed; Smudge looks at him pleadingly and makes to get up-
"No, you stay there," Sasan says. "We're obviously not going to get anything done just sitting here, so I'm going out to get help since no one else seems interested."
"How?" Adam asks blankly.
"Find someone and ask for directions to the nearest doctor and the nearest furnace. It can't be that hard."
"What if someone thinks you're Sylar and shoots you?" Smudge asks.
Sasan hesitates. "It won't happen," he says. "I'll be polite."
"Sas-"
"I'll be fine, okay?"
Adam gets up. "I could come with you if-"
"No," Sasan says. "If Sylar finds you and does that possessing thing, it'll probably take two of you to make sure he can't do anything. I won't take long. This ship is full of people; I just need to find one."
"But why can't Adam go instead?" Smudge pleads. "Why does it have to be you?"
"Because I'm nicer and smarter and better-looking."
"HEY!"
Sasan smiles.
"Don't go," Smudge says softly.
Sasan tousles his hair. "Smudge. I'll be fine. We can't be together all the time, all right?"
Smudge looks down.
Sasan kisses him on the forehead. "I'll be back soon."
#
Mike stands uncertainly upon his arrival, ITDT in hand, gazing cautiously at the other in the room, not quite daring to say hi, and wondering why he looks so terrified.
"…Mike?"
"Yeah," he says; and he doesn't know if it's his imagination, but for some reason he thinks he sees something in Zach's eyes change.
And a smile. A chill runs down Mike's spine. There's something wrong about it. He doesn't know what; he's never met Zach before, he has no grounds for comparison…
"Do you know where the others are?" Zach asks. The terror has gone, replaced by a sudden confidence. "I've been… trying to get to them."
The dog is growling, hackles raised.
"No," Mike says, glancing away from Noah back to Zach. There's something about him that makes Mike want to run. It's normal, he tells himself. He made you, of course it's going to be weird…
But it's not that, exactly, and the sense of wrongness intensifies as Noah makes a sudden leap at Zach, and Mike watches as he tries to fend him off ("I'm sorry, he's been like this all day") and pulls the dog away into a room and shuts the door against angry yelps.
And when Zach turns again, Mike instinctively backs off.
Zach motions at Mike's ITDT. "Can we go?" he asks, and there's an intensity in his eyes that creeps Mike out. "I don't think I'm… safe… here."
Run, Mike's instincts tell him. Get out of here now, and don't take him with you-
He takes another step back against the wall.
"Where did you last see them?" Zach asks.
"I… they went off to Adam's place, I think."
The intense gaze lessens off, as though responding to Mike's fear. "We could try there," Zach says. He glances around the room. "I think Sylar's around here somewhere. We shouldn't stay."
And so they go off to Adam's apartment, but the others have gone, and they need to try other options.
#
Adam crouches down by Sylar's body, going through his pockets. He finds a wallet and flips it open. ID, a few other cards, a bit of cash. He pockets the cash. Then he pockets the driver's license too, because the photo looks better than the one on his and it wouldn't hurt to have a spare. Plus, now Sylar could no longer legally drive.
"Hey, I want some," Smudge says of the cash. Adam hands him a dollar bill.
"I don't think we should go so near to him," Leo says doubtfully. "If he's possessing people and all…"
Adam decides he has a point. He sticks the wallet back where it came from and gets up. "Yeah, okay."
"What's the plan if he does?" Leo asks.
"We stay far away from him," Adam says, glancing from Leo to Smudge. "No going nearer for whatever reason, so if someone does, then we'll know… Hopefully he'd try Smudge because he's like an invalid now-"
"I'm not!" Smudge insists, and makes to stand up to prove otherwise, but Leo lightly pushes him back down.
"If anything happens to you, Sasan will never forgive us, so you're staying there," he says.
"I don't need babysitting," Smudge says with a pointed glare at Adam.
"Respect your elders or I'll take that dollar back," Adam says, and Leo grabs the important fragile Vulcan cultural artefact out of Smudge's hand before he can throw it at Adam and emotionally compromise Spock.
#
Sasan skirts around the corner into the next corridor. There are fewer blood stains here, and the smell of dead redshirts is practically non-existent. He sees a map of the ship displayed on a screen in the wall and stops to study it, trying to work out where the Star Trek equivalent of a 'You Are Here!' sign is…
"Looking for something?"
Sasan gives a start.
Q is leaning against the wall on an elbow.
"Wow, where did you come from?" Sasan asks.
Q shrugs.
"I need to find a doctor and a furnace?" Sasan says, looking hopeful. He hasn't had much experience with asking directions from strange guys who appear out of nowhere on spaceships, but there's always a first time.
"Whatever would you want with that?" Q asks.
"Uh, who are you?"
Q moves away from the wall and with dramatic gravity spreads out his arms in a declarative fashion. "I am-"
Dem pops up munching on a sandwich. "This one's mine," he interrupts, mouth half-full.
Q drops his arms. "I wasn't aware we could choose. Where did you get that sandwich?"
"Got it off some guy on a bench. Sad looking fellow."
"What's in it?"
"I have no idea, but it tastes terrible." Dem chucks the sandwich aside and dusts the crumbs off his hands. "So."
Sasan looks uncertainly between the two of them and wonders if he should say something.
"Uh," he says.
"Sylar's coming back," Dem says to Q, ignoring Sasan.
"I know that. They want to toss him in a furnace."
"And then it won't be exciting anymore," Dem muses.
"I could make it exciting."
Dem raises an eyebrow. "As exciting as running away from an invincible serial killer with an ego problem? If they failed they would die. They've come farther than I thought they would. They're close to winning."
"Flukes," Q says. "Luck, chance… Sylar was careless, and he was outnumbered."
"By regular humans," Dem points out. "One of whom is bisexual."
Sasan's mouth drops open in offense on Smudge's behalf.
"And a half Vulcan," Q says.
"Well, him too. But they've lasted longer than most."
"But how much further could they go?" Q asks.
"I don't know," Dem says mildly. "This group is resilient."
"I'd like to see how resilient they still are when pushed to their limits."
Sasan gives a nervous laugh. "Uh, I'm still standing here…"
"Is that a challenge?" Dem asks, ignoring Sasan.
Q levitates Dem's abandoned sandwich off the ground and catches it, turning it into a Big Mac. He takes a bite and shrugs. "If you want it to be."
VI: sylarphobia. internalized.
Zach again tries to struggle against the mental invasion, but his efforts come to naught and all he can do is watch helplessly through his eyes.
Adam's apartment. He's never seen this place before, and yet in some corner of his mind it sparks a familiarity: a metaphysical déjà vu, a moment of shared history with an abandoned character.
Sylar walks them over to the kitchenette and picks up a knife from the drawer. "It's for protection," he tells Mike, and Zach feels the blade sliding into his pocket.
He tries to say something to Mike, to warn him and tell him to run, but he has no control of his mouth. Mike's scared, he can see. He knows something is up, but doesn't know what, and mutely hands over the ITDT when Sylar asks for it.
They try other places: Sasan's home, appearing in his bedroom behind a locked door. It's quiet.
They leave, Zach almost wanting to stay on for a while longer in the nostalgic voyeurism of a dream made real. But the nightmare made real gives him no mercy, and they enter yet another world.
#
"…or we could just stick his disembodied head in a safe and lock it up," Smudge is saying, the conversation having drifted back to the various graphically-violent ways Smudge can think up to permanently kill Sylar. "Then it won't have space to grow back.
"What do we do with the safe?" Adam asks, bored and deciding to play along.
Smudge shrugs. "We could give it to Zach."
"I don't think he'll want it," Leo says.
"Just because his head's in a safe doesn't mean Sylar won't come back," Adam says. "We've watched enough of the show to know that. He doesn't stay dead; it's the Universal Law of Sylar."
"But we're not in the show," Leo points out.
"He hasn't managed to stay dead so far, has he?" Adam counters.
Leo gives in.
"We could start a fire," Smudge declares suddenly. "Then they'll come running and we can find a furnace."
"No thanks," Adam mutters. "I don't want to go down in Star Trek history as one of the people who burned down Spock's quarters."
The door whooshes open. Sasan rushes in.
"Sas!"
"Hi," Sasan says, his eyes darting towards the temporarily-dead body on the ground. "Uh, I don't know how to say this, but we're in trouble."
"…because we were perfectly fine before," Adam says, floating in sarcasm. He gets out and drips with it.
"Did you find a furnace?" Leo asks.
"No. But I met your friend; the old guy? And there was someone else with him, and I think they have it in for us-"
Mike and some guy wearing clashing plaid and stripes appear in the room. Smudge catches a brief glint of familiar evil in the latter's eyes, and he goes suddenly alert.
Sasan is temporarily winded by the confirmed reality that someone would actually wear plaid and stripes together.
Leo looks uneasy for a more metaphysical reason.
"Hi," Mike says nervously.
Sylar turns and takes a step over to the dead body, and that's when Smudge shouts something incoherent and leaps off the bed with no regard for his injury, grabbing him and throwing him to the ground.
Trapped inside, Zach yells silently at the pain.
"Smudge!" Sylar gasps out. "It's me, it's Zachary, what are you do-"
A confirmation clicks in his head at the lengthened form of the name. "YOU THINK YOU CAN FOOL ME JUST BECAUSE I'M BISEXUAL?" Smudge screams at him.
A scowl. "Smudge, get off me."
"I KNOW YOU'RE SYLAR!"
The others are up, uncertain, moving closer-
Sylar sees Smudge's injured leg and grabs violently at it; in the cry of pain that ensues, he throws Smudge off, stumbling back to his feet and in one swift motion whips out the knife in his pocket and places it against his throat.
He grins. "Stand back or he dies."
Adam wants to say something. The words won't come. He settles for looking angry.
Sylar glances back towards his dead body, near him on the ground.
"We're not going to let you do that," Adam says, finding the words and a glare.
"I think you would," Sylar says dangerously, his free hand scrolling through random locations on the ITDT. He emphasises the knife against his throat. "For the life of Zachary Quinto. What is he worth to you?"
They don't say anything.
"One wrong move from you and he's gone," Sylar continues, and bluffs: "I could keep doing this all day until all of you are dead. You can't stop me."
He crouches down by the body, lowers the knife to grab his arm, gives them a final smirk, and teleports away.
They stand in silence. And then, Adam:
"Mike."
His voice is even. Doesn't look at him.
"I'm sorry-"
"I thought you were supposed to stay at home." Adam turns on him now, anger seeping in, shaking.
I just wanted to help, Mike thinks of saying, and then realises it wouldn't be a good idea. "I'm sorry," he repeats instead. "I didn't know, I've never met him before, I-"
Leo places a hand on his back. "Go home, Mike," he says softly, not unkindly.
"I'm sorry-"
"Don't blame the kid," a voice says. "He comes from a simpler world. Don't you, Mike?"
"…YOU," Smudge says from the floor, making to get up. Sasan won't let him.
Q finishes the last bite of his Big Mac. "It's Q, actually. U is this moron I went to school with."
"Who are you?" Mike asks.
"The other guy I was talking about," Sasan says.
Adam takes a step forward in a terrible attempt at looking menacing. His eyebrows do most of the work, but Q is the sort of person who doesn't get fazed by eyebrows. "Leave us alone."
Q dusts stray sesame seeds off onto the recently-cleaned carpet. "Do you want to know who Sylar is, Mike?" he asks. "You should, you know. That way you won't make the same mistake again."
And Q flings his hand at Mike, and his world goes dim. For a moment Mike panics. He turns on his feet and finds everyone frozen around him – only, no, they're still moving, just very, very slowly, and there's a thin grey veil separating him from the rest of them, soft to the touch but refusing to budge past a certain distance when he pushes at it; and then, on the wall behind him, a projected video starts playing in sync with his time.
Selected clips from Heroes. Sylar's finest moments.
Mike's gaze is drawn to the screen, transfixed against his will as the first of many scenes play out. His stomach knots in recognition. A deep, distressed fear creeps into his eyes.
He tears away from the screen; pushes against the veil with both hands. "Let me out!" he shouts, but the veil absorbs his cry. He shouts again, mutely, and then hears his voice twisted and thrown back at him from the screen, casually wielded in Sylar's mocking tones, cruel in its familiarity, and Mike doesn't want to look but he can't help himself.
He swallows. Tensed up, his breaths coming shallow and fast, eyes darting wild and lost and always finding their way back to the screen, because there's nothing else to look at in the near-frozen tableau he's in. He slides down against the veil, wanting the show to stop, wanting the isolation to break and let him through-
The scenes play out in unrelenting assault.
He watches the kills, cringes at the sawed-off skulls, gags at the brains. And he learns to fear the face behind the acts, once an innocent image in a mirror.
"Let me out," he pleads again, quietly, but the phrase catches in his throat the moment he starts, and dies off in a whisper.
Because he's learnt to fear the voice.
#
"What are you doing?" Leo asks, as they watch the speeded-up events in the bubble of time entrapping Mike.
Q shrugs. "Letting him watch TV."
"He doesn't need to see this-"
"Oh, I think he deserves to know who might come after him if he just goes home."
"He's been through enough," Leo says.
"Why," Q asks, "are you of the opinion that I care about your well-being?"
Adam pushes against the veil. It yields slightly, but no further. He turns to Q. "What do you want with us?"
"I haven't figured that out yet, actually."
Smudge glares at him. Q smiles back. Sasan crouches down and holds Smudge to himself.
Adam starts towards Q and tries to grab him, but a force field pushes him back.
"You can't hurt me," Q says casually.
Mike descends from his sitting position to lying on the floor, curled up in foetal position, trembling, his fingers plugged into his ears against the sound.
"Stop it," Adam says. "Let him out-"
Q sighs. "Oh, all right." He snaps his fingers. The video ends, veil of grey vanishes, and Q vanishes with it.
Leo rushes over to Mike's side. Still curled up on the floor, fingers in ears, eyes squeezed shut in desperation, knees drawn up towards his elbows.
"Mike-"
He winces at his voice but gives no response.
Leo reaches out a tentative hand to his shoulder. Mike tenses up further. Leo takes his hand away and stands up.
"What did he show him?" Adam asks. "Non-stop Sylar? That stuff was bad enough when we watched the whole show-"
"We shouldn't stay," Sasan says, glancing around the room. "He could be back any moment."
"Q or Sylar?" Adam asks.
"Either one. They know we're here."
"What do we do?" Leo asks, gesturing at Mike. "Bring him home? Would he be safe there?"
"He's not any safer here," Adam says.
"We should just go," Sasan interjects nervously, thinking about the conversation between Dem and Q. It's not over. And he doesn't want to stick around anymore than necessary.
Adam takes out his ITDT and scrolls to Mike's name.
"Okay, uh, same precautions as before," Leo says. "When… you get home, don't stay in the room you arrive in. That way it'll look as though you're not there, and hope that Sylar doesn't search any further."
Adam holds up the ITDT with one hand. "Let's go," he says, and holds out his other hand. Leo takes it; takes hold of Mike; Sasan grasps his elbow and holds on to Smudge, and then they teleport away together.
The small object-clearing force field generated upon arrival knocks over a lamp. Sasan deftly catches it and places it back on the end table.
Mike senses home. He raises frightened eyes to meet them, but doesn't say a word as he slowly gets to his feet and backs away.
"Mike?" Leo asks. "It's us." He thinks of adding you're safe now, but it would be a lie.
No response; until Mike lifts a shaking hand to point out his door. Get out.
The door flies open. Mike's mother, Allison, stands there gaping soundlessly at them. She sees her son, trembling against the wall with a broken look in his eyes, and-
Leo goes out to her, closing the door behind him.
Mike shuts his eyes.
Leo opens the door again. "Maybe you should all get out of there," he says. "In case you know who decides to drop by."
They move. Sasan insists on half-carrying Smudge along. Mike doesn't budge, silently beseeching them to leave with a tearful desperation in his eyes.
"…it's not safe there," Leo says, but Mike doesn't appear to hear, or care; he crawls onto his bed and curls up on it, clutching his pillow tight, body heaving in quiet dry sobs. He's safe enough here, for him. It's home. And Leo finally lets him be.
Mike's father is asleep and they do not wake him, gathered haphazardly in the living room. Leo lays out the situation for Allison; explains to the best of his ability the condensed account of who they are, who Sylar is, and why Mike possibly won't be recovering for a while and please not to let him run off to help them again.
Adam sits slightly apart, not contributing to the conversation; hands clasped between his knees, brow furrowed in concentration. Trying to work things out.
On the couch, Smudge lets out from behind gritted teeth the occasional short scream of pain as Sasan tries to manoeuvre his broken leg straight.
"Why should my leg be straight when I'm not?" Smudge cries out after a while of this.
Sasan sighs. "Okay, now you're just being ridiculous."
"You're not a doctor," Smudge says. "Don't touch it!"
"Yeah," Allison says, looking uneasily at Smudge and Sasan. "I don't think you should."
Sasan decides that they probably have a point. "All right," he says. "Then you're going home and visiting a proper hospital with people who actually studied this stuff."
He takes out the ITDT and is about to scroll; then his finger pauses over the button. He blinks.
The usual list of names is gone. In its place is a single destination.
Go Here! :)
Smudge peeks over his shoulder. "What did you do?" he asks.
"I didn't do anything."
Adam looks over. "What's up?"
Sasan holds up the ITDT. "The names are gone. There's just that."
Adam grabs his own out of his pocket. Same thing. Go Here. Sinister smiley face. He tries scrolling. Nothing happens. It's the only entry.
A sick feeling descends upon him.
"Mine too," Leo says.
"What's wrong?" Allison asks.
"It's Q, isn't it?" Sasan asks. "He doesn't want us to go home."
Adam and Leo and Sasan exchange looks of their individual brands of despair. Smudge looks bisexual. Allison looks lost.
"We can't… stay here forever," Leo says.
"We could end up anywhere," Sasan says. "And I don't think Q would send us to nice places."
"It might not be him," Leo says hopefully. "Maybe the things are just low on battery and that's where you go to recharge them."
No one is convinced.
"It could mean that Sylar can't go anywhere either," Adam says.
"Except there," Sasan points out. "And if we go there we'd be right there with him."
Adam shakes his ITDT. He thinks he sees the words on the screen change briefly to "don't shake me :(", but they're back to the single destination when he stops.
"It's not as though we have a choice," he says flatly.
Silence.
"Let's just go," Adam says, not looking at the others.
Leo nods. "Thanks for having us here," he tells Allison. "Try to get Mike out of that room if possible."
"All right. Is he okay?" she asks of Smudge.
"He'll be fine," Sasan says, helping Smudge off the couch. Smudge's foot hits the ground and he lets out a short scream. "…-ish," Sasan adds.
Smudge grabs him tight. The anaesthesia of anger has worn off, and the prospect of having his leg in a cast is starting to sound like not a bad idea after all.
Sasan takes Leo's hand. Leo takes Adam's.
Go Here! :) says the ITDT.
Adam presses the button, and they leave.
#
Several moments ago.
Michael Paul David carefully wipes a smudge of grime off his shopfront window and jumps at the sudden noise of boxes toppling in the backroom. He lowers the cloth uncertainly, glancing around the shop – he's alone – and cautiously steps towards the back.
"Hello?" he asks in a tentative voice. No reply, but there's almost definitely someone in there. He hesitates, wringing his hands. Perhaps he should call the police, or-
Or perhaps it's just a mouse. Or a rat. Not that he likes either, but there's no way a human could have got in without him noticing.
He places a hand on the doorknob and slowly pushes the door open.
And he stares.
"…Hi," Sylar says, looking up from where he's been about to resurrect his dead body. He tilts his head to one side. "Am I bothering you?"
Michael faints.
Sylar sticks the ITDT into the pocket of his dead body. It's weird looking at himself from the outside. He pushes his body over and grabs hold of the knife, then hesitates. It would be better if Zach were further away when he came back. Just in case he tried something.
Michael slowly revives on the floor. Sylar lets go of the knife and stands up. "You," he says, and gestures. "Pull that out."
Michael stares at him in timid confusion. "Who… who are you?"
"Someone you don't want to ignore," Sylar says, stepping over the fallen boxes and moving away from the backroom. "Trust me."
Michael looks at the knife.
"Yes, that," Sylar says, getting impatient. "Pull it out."
Hesitantly, Michael bends down. He casts another look at Sylar, meets a raised eyebrow, and pulls the knife out.
The wound starts closing up. Michael drops the knife in shock, watching in morbid fascination. "Is that… is that supposed to…"
The eyes open. Michael jumps back.
Sylar gets to his feet. "Yes," he replies, running a hand through his hair and looking at the faint specks of dried blood that come off onto his fingers. "Thank you."
Zach is where he left him, looking horrified and trying to hide it, but it's hard to act when threatened with the effects of such.
Sylar claps Michael on the shoulder and gains vague satisfaction at seeing him flinch. "Why don't you two stay and chat?" he asks, looking over to Zach. "Get to know each other, talk about how awesome I am…" He takes the ITDT out from his pocket. "…you know, keep each other company. I'm going home for a shower and lunch." He smiles. "I think I'll have waffles."
Too late, Zach lunges forward to try and snatch the ITDT out of his hand. But Sylar's gone, Zach clutches only air, and a startled, confused Michael grabs his arm to break the fall.
Zach swears.
Michael regards him with a nervous smile that comes across as borderline creepy and more than slightly unnerving. "Hiii," he ventures.
Zach wishes he were someplace else.
#
Dark.
Then their eyes adjust to the moonlight and the flickering white glow of the single streetlamp standing a distance away against a hedge.
It's a tall hedge of dark green leaves, stretching past the streetlamp and cutting behind them, walling them in on three sides.
The streetlamp lights the path ahead. There's not much they can see of it; it turns sharply to the right a few steps on, further into the maze.
Smudge tugs on Sasan's hand. "Sas."
"Mm?"
Smudge points upwards. "Two moons," he says.
They look up. There's a round moon of orange and a white crescent.
"Looks like we're not in Kansas anymore," Sasan says.
"We never were in Kansas," Smudge points out. "We both live in New York."
Leo steps forwards to the streetlamp and stands there, hands in pockets, gazing at it. It's an old-fashioned lamp; at least, it appears to be, but there's a small LED screen below the lamp with words shining out from it:
Good night, Quintoplets.
"…They made this place for us," Leo says.
The others come over and read the message.
"Is that a good thing or bad thing?" Adam asks.
"'Quintoplets'?" Sasan asks incredulously.
"I don't think they care about our well-being," Leo says. "But if they're just playing with us… they'd want to keep us alive." He looks down the turn in the hedge. There's a light in the distance, and he thinks he can make out a structure with concrete pillars on both sides.
Sasan checks his ITDT. The screen has gone dead. He presses the buttons, all to no effect. "It looks like we can't leave, anyway," he says.
Adam takes the lead. The others follow after, Smudge hobbling along with Sasan and Leo's support and being mad at himself for being a burden.
"We should think up worst-case scenarios," Sasan suggests. "That way whatever happens we might be relieved."
"Flesh-eating carnivores."
"All carnivores are flesh-eating, Smudge."
"What about zombies?"
"Those eat brains, which I think is a terrible lifestyle choice."
Adam hopes there won't be zombies. You need shotguns to fight zombies. They don't have shotguns. Sylar would probably make an effective zombie, he thinks. He's already got the brain obsession down.
Another streetlamp appears to continue lighting the path. The building ahead grows closer. They can see only the front of it: glass doors flanked by the pillars.
"Wait," Leo says, and stops walking, dragging Smudge and Sasan to a stop. "Hear that?"
They listen.
Voices. Human, distinct, but there are many, and they're coming from the building.
"People," Adam says.
"Why would they send us into a bunch of people?" Leo asks.
"They might be the sort who want to kill us," Adam says. He continues walking, apparently unperturbed by this, and the rest follow.
"If Dem and Q want to kill us they would have done so long ago," Sasan says. "They wouldn't go to all this trouble to have someone else do the dirty work for them…"
Sasan peters off, face growing ashen, though it's hard to see in the dim light. And the others can hear it too, now that they're almost at the door. These aren't just any people.
"…Go in," Leo says quietly.
Adam grips the door handle and pushes the glass doors open.
They enter.
The voices fall silent.
It's a makeshift prison. Rows of cells on both sides. The tops of the cells gape open to the high ceiling, from which jut an array of huge, long spikes moving slowly downwards.
And the people in the cells are more of them.
They've never met. They don't know their names yet: Peter Sullivan, Louis Ironson, Jay Lambert…
But they meet each other's eyes in mutual recognition, and see the fear in the more-than-familiar faces, tense hands grasping the bars, cast in the shadows of the descending spikes and the fear of impending death. They'd be skewered.
Adam lets out a curse.
On the far wall, a projected message shines:
YOU HAVE 10 MINUTES TO SAVE THEM.
And, as they watch, the 10 changes to a 9.
VII: the needs of the many.
9, Adam thinks, and can think no further. The number burns itself into his mind and overtakes all thought; numb, he stares at the wall and the message on it, the words losing meaning with each mental repetition.
You Have 9 Minutes to Save Them
You Have 9 Minutes to-
"Adam."
-Save Them -
"Adam!" Sasan grabs his shoulders from the front with uncharacteristic roughness born out of fear. "Snap out of it. We don't have time."
Adam blinks, tries to force his brain back into motion. Peripherally, he's once again aware of the others in the cells. There are six. Individual humans only when he concentrates; otherwise an indistinctive mass of homogenous people that he on some level knows he's a part of and yet not…
The voices have started again, a panicked mass of questions and curses and terrified, confused cries rising from behind the bars-
"What the fuck is going on here?"
"I'm no one important… why am I locked up, what is this place-"
From the back: "HEY! Can you let us out of here?"
Leo is at the first cell, desperately but uselessly running his hands down the bars; there is no lock that he can see, although there is a hinge for the gate to swing open and a line where it meets the rest of the cell.
He looks up, rushed. "There's no lock-"
Smudge has hobbled his way to over to another, grabbing the bars for support. "Tony?"
Wry smile. "Hey, Smudge. Your turn to save my life, huh?"
"You… you know each other?" someone babbles from the next cell.
"Yeah," Tony says nonchalantly.
"How? Did you… did you meet before, did this happen before? How did you get out that time? Why am I here now-"
"Shut up, Louis. No one knows anything."
"But you know each other-"
On the other side of the corridor, Sasan pushes Adam against the stretch of wall between two cells. His head falls back; looking up, Adam sees the descending spikes. He just keeps staring.
"This is not a good time to blank out on us," Sasan is saying. "Adam! Look at me. Snap out of it. Now."
"We can't do anything," Adam hears himself say listlessly. "It's all part of the game. They're going to die."
"No. No, they're not. We have nine minutes, and we're going to use them. There has to be a way. And if you stop being all shell-shocked then maybe we can figure it out."
"There'll just be something else," Adam says. "It could go on forever. They're just playing with us. We're as good as dead. Like everyone else in here-"
Another flurry of shouting. Adam winces; wishes they would stop; wishes he could shut it all out-
"Eight minutes," Leo says, coming over. "Look, maybe if we all grab one gate and pull-"
Adam slides down against the wall, his face in his hands.
"Adam!" Sasan yells.
Smudge tugs on the gate to Tony's cell. Leo comes over and grabs on, Sasan joining him.
"On three," Leo says. "One, two, three-"
They pull, but the gate doesn't budge.
On the ground, Adam shakes with quiet sobs.
#
You can't leave yourself.
Mike trembles on his bed, trying to quiet his breathing; for the sound of his irregular gasps for air makes him think that that's the exact same thing that Sylar hears when, out of breath from a chase, he corners his victim and delivers the final strike. And when he swallows, the movement at the back of his throat feels the same; as does the resonance of his voice inside his head when he speaks.
Mike tightens his clutch on the pillow. Some part of his mind wants to comfort him and lay him to rest in a different world, cleansing him and assuring him that he is good and his existence hurts no one. But then come the memories of Kenselton Hotel and the knowing, sly hostility from behind horn-rimmed glasses, and the overt hate from strangers he's never met, and the three men forcing blood from his body with each blow as they shout, egged on by his screams and pleads to stop, because they see he's just like him-
Mike's legs knot up the comforter on his bed.
-because, on some level, he is. There's an unwanted kinship forever there, born of physicality and the shared lived experience of a virtually-identical body. They've seen through the same eyes, heard through the same ears, navigated the world with the same overly-long legs and explored similar nasal cavities with wandering fingers. Physically, the same things hurt. The same things feel good. The same tongue runs over the same teeth and counts them just as well, or badly. And that deepest, private intimacy is something they would always share and Mike would never be able to stop feeling violated by-
The others. The others get it too. You're not alone.
You're one of them.
Mike opens one eye, the other left shut against his pillow. He makes out his forearm and the downy hair running across its surface, not yet fully grown. Beyond that: his bedroom door.
The door. That's a good thing to concentrate on, a safe thing, and Mike slips his mind into a forced tranquillity.
Nothing else matters. Just the door. And what it signifies: home. He's home. He doesn't need to think about the other things. He doesn't need to think about Sylar. He doesn't exist here. He never did. He has no place here. He doesn't exist…
Mike closes his eyes again.
He doesn't exist.
#
"All right," Dem says. "What's this."
"Waffles," Sylar explains dangerously, which – much like frowning at a cupcake or looking sadly at a sandwich – is not an easy feat.
"There's no time for lunch," Dem says. "Go find your friends and torment them. Go!"
"But I'm hungry."
"You're also," Dem says, squeezing a bit of maple syrup into a convenient container he takes out from a pocket, "immortal. Missing one meal isn't going to kill you."
"What would I gain from going after them? They're weak. There's no challenge. Give me back the maple syrup."
Dem gives him back the maple syrup.
"Thank you."
"How are the waffles?" Dem asks Sylar.
Sylar raises an eyebrow.
"Not that that's relevant," Dem says. "You're going."
And before Sylar can protest, Dem grabs him and teleports.
#
Zach forces himself to be civil and tries to ignore the fact that Michael Paul David makes him extremely uncomfortable. For a moment, he finds himself wishing Sylar were there instead. Then he remembers that he likes being alive and doesn't like having his hats made fun of, and so he changes his mind.
He wonders if it should be a good thing that Michael appears equally uncomfortable with him.
Some customer comes in. Zach moves unasked to the back room and sits among the boxes feeling awkward, hearing bits of conversation through the door.
He wishes he had his iPhone with him. Then he realises that it probably wouldn't be able to connect to his universe's internet even if he had.
He composes hypothetical Twitter messages to pass the time.
strange places. familiar faces. all a dream. or is it?
#
"I don't think brute force is going to work," Sasan says. "There has to be another way-"
He lets go of the bars and steps back, eyes sweeping the ceiling and the cells, and then the back wall with its message; and below that-
There's a circle drawn on the wall.
"What's that?" he asks, sprinting over, turning to add a quick: "Smudge, stay there." Leo follows after.
The wall is white, the circle drawn on in thin black. Sasan touches it; and his finger goes through.
Something brushes against his finger and he yanks it out with a cry as he feels a sharp nip of pain.
"SAS!"
"Stay there, Smudge!" Sasan shouts, as he sees him about to hurtle over. He grimaces, grabbing his finger with his free hand. A bead of blood is forming on the tip. He wipes it off; there's a tiny gash there, and he presses it against his thumb to stop the bleeding. "I'm okay," he tells Smudge, who looks about ready to permanently murder whatever it was that dared to hurt his beloved Sasan. "It's just a cut. Just stay there. Don't walk."
"What's going on?" Smudge calls out.
"Stay there."
Smudge stubbornly limps forward.
"Smudge-"
"Hey, the bisexual guy asked a question," a greasy-looking fellow says. "What's going on?"
Smudge stops. "WHO TOLD YOU I'M BISEXUAL?"
"…You're kidding me, right?" Louis asks. "You came in and everyone's bi-dar exploded-"
Smudge glares at him and continues on.
Leo looks uncertainly at Sasan. "What was that?" he asks quietly.
"There's… something in there," Sasan says. He swallows. "Something alive. Smudge! I told you to-"
"I'm not leaving you," Smudge says fiercely.
Sasan gives in. They stare at the circle.
"It won't be here for no reason," Leo says.
"I think… one of us has to stick a hand in," Sasan says. "There might be a button or lever or-"
"Sacrifice," Leo says, looking at Sasan's finger. "Maybe it's a flesh-eating carnivore."
Silence.
"Uh, guys," Peter says. "Seven minutes…"
"Maybe Adam's right," Leo continues, ignoring Smudge. "We're all going to die anyway."
"We don't have a choice, do we?" Sasan asks Leo, his face pale. "I guess I… could…"
"Could what?" Smudge demands.
They look at him.
"What if you stick your hand in and it eats it up, huh?" Smudge asks, looking Sasan straight in the eye with overprotective concern. "Then what?"
Leo silently steps forward, pulls off his sweater and wraps it around his hand. He regards the circle, takes a breath, and-
"I'll do it."
He turns. Adam stands there, holding out his hand.
Leo hesitates, then unravels the sweater from his hand and passes it over. Adam wraps his hand up.
"It's all right, you don't have to-"
"It's a game," Adam replies shortly. "We have to play it."
He looks at the circle, steels himself, and plunges his hand in.
And screams.
Shouts of concern from the cells. Adam falls to his knees, Leo grabbing him-
Inside the wall, bleeding fingers stretch out and find a lever. And pull.
A ka-chunk resonates through the corridor as the cell doors swing open-
Adam yanks his arm out, covered in tattered cloth and tattered flesh, gasping for breath through tears of pain;
He falls to the ground; through the descending fog in his brain he is aware of the others rushing over; the message vanishing from the wall; a doorway opening up; and the unnaturally-long legs of concerned strangers looming over them-
"Teeth," Adam gasps out. "So many… eating…"
"Don't look at it," someone named Jason says, crouching over him. "That'll just make it worse-"
Adam looks, nonetheless. He makes out the dull white of bone amidst the shredded flesh and muscle and skin, and squeezes his eyes shut against sobs. The voices rise and fall over him, near indistinguishable from one another:
Louis: "Should we amputate?"
Peter: "Are you a doctor?"
Louis: "No, but-"
Peter: "We've got to stop the bleeding… just put pressure on the wound…"
Mitchell: "Which one?"
Jason: "Oh god there's so much blood-"
Jay: "If you do a tourniquet it'll stop but he probably lose his arm-"
Sasan: "He works with computers, and I really don't think he'll want to compromise his ability to use the keyboard."
Adam feels hands grasping along his arm, and hopes whoever it is knows what they are doing and has fingers that are relatively clean.
Jason: "I think if you don't he could lose his life. That's kind of an awful way of repaying him after he essentially saved us-"
Peter: "No tourniquets. That's a last resort."
Leo: "Adam, you still there?"
Smudge: "It looks like he's still breathing-"
Peter: "Look, can everyone stop crowding around?"
"…We're his friends," Leo says shortly. "Who are you?"
Brief silence.
"…You've got to stop the bleeding at least; I mean that's how people kill themselves, they slit their wrists, and this is definitely way more than-"
"Louis, shut up. You talk too much."
"Go stand in a corner and think about your life."
A grin.
"Tony."
"Jay."
Handshake.
More talking. Adam feels someone wrapping his arm tight in a shirt and someone else pressing firmly down in the middle of his upper arm. The voices merge together into one, and then he blacks out into cool oblivion.
"Keep his arm up. Above heart level; it'll reduce blood loss."
"I'm not touching th-"
Leo takes it.
"Hey guys, there's a room here," Louis says, having come back from exploring the doorway after realising his presence was unappreciated. "And, uh, I think the door's closing. We'd better move."
The door is closing; descending slowly from the ceiling to shut off the doorway, and soon a couple of them have scooted through in panic, acting in accordance with the unexamined rule that if a door is closing, it probably means you should get in there quick.
"What if we're meant to stay here?" Smudge asks.
"I don't think there's anywhere else to go," Sasan says, looking as though he'd be on the other side right now if not for not wanting to leave Leo to deal with Adam.
"Run out and check," Leo says, and Sasan duly dashes out.
He's back in the maze, though it's not much of one. And as the doors close behind him and leave him in the moonlit darkness with a single streetlamp in sight, he's suddenly afraid. Sasan looks back into the lighted building, tells himself out loud to stop being a coward, and forces his legs on.
He stops, and turns back, deciding to see if that way is truly blocked. It is; the building takes up the width of the path. Sasan peers hesitantly at the hedges, but can't see anything past them. Maybe if they climb over…
There's no time.
He runs, backtracking their path, playing perky Iranian songs in his head to distract him from the darkness. Past another streetlamp, turning the corner… dead end.
Sasan stands there for a while, and then as the thought strikes him, takes out his ITDT.
It's lighted up again.
And on the screen:
Home. :)
And a countdown. 10. 9. 8. 7…
Sasan stares numbly at it.
6. 5.
Smudge, he suddenly thinks. You can't just leave him and go home.
Sasan forces the ITDT back into his pocket and dashes back.
Leo meets him halfway, yelling at him to hurry.
"The door's closing. Any other way out?"
"There's nothing," Sasan says, and they run back to the building.
Smudge is standing in the corridor, looking jittery, his face lighting up with relief as he sees Sasan, and Leo yells at him to move, why is he still standing there, and Smudge starts limping towards the door which is almost closed, anxious faces peering through from the other side, and Leo and Sasan half-carry Smudge over and push him through the door, and Sasan rolls in and Leo follows after-
-and the door shuts with a clunk.
On the floor, Smudge hugs Sasan. "…I thought you weren't coming back."
Sasan kisses his neck. "I'll always come back."
Some of the others are staring, uncomfortably.
"Are they…" Peter starts.
"Yeah," Leo says, getting off the floor to see if Adam is still alive.
"…that's just wrong," Peter says.
"Yeah," Jason adds nervously. "It's not the gay thing, it's the… other thing…"
Smudge pulls away from Sasan and glares at them. "What other thing?"
Awkward silence.
"SO!" Tony says too-loudly from the other end of the relatively tiny room, which for some reason says 'AIRLOCK' in painted letters on the wall. "What's on the other side of this airlock?"
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